A Letter to my Drinking Self 13 months ago- You are stronger than you know. Yes. Really you are. You just need to want sobriety bad enough. And right now you don’t. And you also do. You just won’t. You won’t look at how it’s damaging you. You won’t believe that people around you can
Tag: Sober Stories
One day at a time. Whoever figured that out needs a street named after them, because it’s a critical concept for me as I go along with this new alcohol-free life. Moving in and out of my mind are thoughts of forever, as in, can I do sober forever? Never drink again? Is this me
Good bye alcohol. I see you for what you are. A draining, soul destroying imaginary friend. An energy vampire. A back stabber. So guess what? I’m going to figure out the social thing without you and I’m going find other ways to decompress. I’m stumbling through it but already starting to find other ways and they feel way better. And my new ways don’t come with negative costs to my life.
I honestly don’t think I would have stopped drinking had the pandemic not forced me to be alone with myself. These past 4 months since the onset of covid have changed everything. I’ve never spent so much time alone, and to spend a majority of that time in a sober mind, facing my thoughts and