Category: 18 months sober

  • Can You Become Indifferent to Drinking?

    Can You Become Indifferent to Drinking?

    I’ve been sober almost continuously for a year and a half. I’ve had a minor slip or two, but they’ve been inconsequential and strangely detached from my former drinking habits and patterns, as if I was not involved in them like I used to be, but separate from the experience. Distance, in general, allowed me…

  • Trading the Drama of Drink for Serenity

    Trading the Drama of Drink for Serenity

    Almost everybody, problem drinker or not, is familiar with the Serenity Prayer. It is so synonymous with alcohol abuse that I think it creates this idea that serenity should be an automatic result of going Alcohol-Free. I can’t say that’s the way it worked for me. Most of my attempts at sobriety were anything but…

  • Alone in My Field – Tuned in to Serenity

    Alone in My Field – Tuned in to Serenity

    I had a long day yesterday, ended up working longer than usual. I got Irritated, Restless, Tired and Hungry, then the strike of an urge surfaced. URGH!!! HALT gained 2 letters and turned into HARLIT!! I reached for water (gulp!, gulp!, gulp!) and a green apple (crunch!, crunch!, crunch!). It seemed to pass… Closed our store,…