I loved my first year alcohol free.It was a year of discovery.It was the year I got my pride back.I LOVED IT 😊 Many people fear when they stop drinking that life will be boring but my life alcohol free was very, very far from boring. I thought I’d wasted my life.I thought my life
I thought too many times that I should stop drinking or at least I should cut down on my drinking. In the morning I told myself something should change. Even as I gave myself my gift of my wine after a hard day I would promise myself that tomorrow something should change. Oh I wanted
She thought how many months and years ago she woke for the final time like that…. the hangover… the shame … How cruel, how harsh they are, she’d thought. A picture, a video, – showing a tormented soul.The person looks like her but she doesn’t recognise them.Her aura is broken, shattered by her liquid friend.Harsh
I will be six years sober in December – but I’m certainly not an expert on addiction. I’m just someone who used alcohol to cope with life. I allowed it to take control until I took the control back. At the end of many of our posts and articles, you’ll see this disclaimer – Boozemusings
I wake at 3am. I’ve been here before. I drink the water. Thoughts of doom swirling around in my head.Anxiety rears its head. My head pulsates. My own voice talks to me. Not again. Why do I do this? What is wrong with me? I hate myself. I am pitiful. No more. This ends now.